i want it to bleed out of me. everything, to the last fuckin drop. get away from me, get out of my body, leave me be, leave me, be gone. i'll cut it out if i must. i'll bite it out, scratch it out, pierce it and drag it out on a leash through my whole body.
but it dwells inside my mind.
and i can't get it out even if i tear myself in half.